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My beautiful Jackie,
Just keep in mind what you are saying--> "afraid", "fear" <--The beliefs your
mother has sown into your head are only of fear. Your heart knows the truth. Through the Goddess we are free. She teaches
us to be strong and to have faith not only in her, but in ourselves. The 'god' of the people wishes you only to have faith
in him. he considers you dirty, and only by him may you be clean. Come now, how does that really sound to you?
We all as
ex believers of crap get scared from time to time. The more they push the more we fall faint- But no matter what we must remember
the truth that set us free from guilt. Guilt, fear, brokenness- all these things are of "the one true god". I myself sometimes
remember what they told me and tremble at the thought of burning in a damned place.
Remember the summer land, remember
the hope of a new beginning- and keep this in mind my love-
When everything falls apart, be it in life or inside of yourself; remember that the Goddess still has
one move left. It's all a game of chess- and when you think you're one move away from loosing- the Goddess always has
one move left for you.
Hold onto her, don't ever let go. Hold on with everything you have left inside of you. She freed
you from the things that held you down, she wont just give up on you- even when you feel yourself loosing faith.
Love and light, many blessings be dearest sister
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1.If i can smell your perfume from ten feet away then its way to strong. i would rather smell your stink then that.
2. never ever mess with a black woman scorn, they are scary as hell. trust me i know alot of them
3. if you dont love yourself how can you possible say you are in love.... hello not possible
4, life is a journey sometimes you are on the right road, some times you make a wrong turn. but trust you can always
get back on track
5. messing with someone married is wrong and dangerous. the scorned lover can be very crazy and come after you. and just
because your married lover says they love you and would leave the other one doesnt mean they will. dont believe it till you
see it. my friend z was in love with r. r wasnt leaving m. so z did some serious bodly harm to himself. and m found r was
cheating and beat her and put her in the hospital. crazy aint it
6. cutting isnt therapy. if you do please get some help
7. life is short live it like theres no tomorow and you might live the rest of today.
8. forgive. dont cary that baggage it will mess your life up. trust me i know. i have ruined lots of relationships being
angry at thoses bastards who hurt me. let it go. dont forget it. never forget it so it never happens again. but let it go
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A realization on love
You can't change the past or ignore it like it never happened,
you learn to live with the scars and hope they don't seep open with the pain that builds behind them..................................
I gave up so many years ago to fight off all the evil that had tried to engup me. All thoses years of abuse took
their toil when i stared down at my mother needle, but i could never take my life and let them know they had one. i fight
a war inside, dying to live another day and living to die. I am the prodcut of my childhood. a selfish spiled brat who has
never been to the real world, i wouldnt survive out there anyway. im too damaged to try. one day i woke up and realized the
only way for someone to love me, was for me to love myself. today i can finany say i love myself. there are things i would
love to change but i love myself.......finally!
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